wtf am I thinking. I have a business assignment due tomorrow that I can barely do, yet I've already planned out my future as a business marketer..... lulzz, time to re-evaluate and possibly pick another career path!
So I've fixed this blog up a bit, making it nice n dat, anywho since I deactivated my facebook and I have a shitbox phone now, I think blogspot will be my new "thing".. I dno LOL.
School has been stressful. There hasn't been a day since school started where I don't study/do homework which is crazy because I never use to do anything..... But school is really getting to me. I'm starting to lose my focus and motivation and I'm really doubting my abilities on whether or not I'll get my 90+ Atar. I feel like it's impossible at this point, but maybe after the half yearlies I'll get a clearer picture of what Atar I'm going to get. But yeah, hsc is killing my life, no joke. My school days use to be 8.30-2.50 but now it varies.... some days I'm at school from 7.30-2.50 and other days I'm there from 8-5 which is fucking crazy. There's not a day I don't harass a teacher about something, or I don't question them about exams and hsc. i'm going fucking mental. lol.
BUT something to look forward to is my sister's wedding! it's on the 24th of march so not long to go now, and invites are being released ^_^ I'm really excited because the dress is nice, and I'm older now so I understand more about being a bridesmaid and my friends are coming and I think it'll be a good break right before my half yearlies... BUT I have to lose weight lol :( sighhh* ever since I came back from America (a little more than a year ago) I've been gaining weight like crazy! I've gained 5kg over the pass year, and now i'm so fucking devo 8( my bmi is still ok, but who gives a fuck about that when you can see your arm fat wave back at you when you put your hands up....... seriously. I'm getting really angry with myself though. How did I let my weight get to this stage? not only that, my skin is now affected, leaving me with the most disgusting skin I've ever seen, permanent black pimples and scars. it pisses me off so much!!! How did I become like this......... fml.
ok rant over. Business due in 12hours, time to finish this motherfucker off!!!!!